He deteriorates anytime he is around her.
He feels that he loses part of his humanity anytime she opens her mouth.
She is not evil but evil would be scared of her.
The best communication they have together is when they do not talk to each other; silence with her is heaven. Once she talks, it is hell on earth.
She is selfish, obnoxious, and rude, with an inferiority complex to compliment them. No tact, no finesse, no class and she likes herself that way, or maybe she thinks that being all the above protects from the outside world, gives her some shield or cover so people cannot see the scared human that she is.
He is not much better, probably, he is not perfect, far away from perfection for sure, he does not want an equal in selfishness, he does not want an equal in other things that he despises, he wants something different, but he is lazy.
She is completely wrong for him and he is completely wrong for her.
What brought them together is the worst human trend, just the worst; laziness, settling for the easiest, accepting the available at a moment of despair, and a moment of weakness, not following the guts, not following that inner radar that never fails, not following that big No that came looming across his eyes as soon as that female showed him the real person she was and it was in the first two days of their meeting. See, she did not hide it, she did not pretend to be someone else; it was not her fault; it was his. And it was not too late; it is never too late to correct the wrong, to drop the bad, to open a new page, a new window, a new door. He did not do it then, he did not see it, he thought it was something normal, a regular human trend. He was blind, it takes so long for this human to realize his surroundings, maybe laziness blinds him, or maybe he thinks that the universe revolves around him.
It is never too late, even for that lazy person. To him, nothing equals the companionship and the courtship of a woman.
*Human observations, for entertainment purposes only. Type Divorce in the search tab on Arab American Wire to read the first two parts.
